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Post by Jellybean on Jan 21, 2009 5:56:38 GMT -5
Valeria almost forgot how to breathe. Did she just ask me to kiss her?! No way. She couldn’t like her…could she? But Valeria really wanted this. And Molly had practically asked. How you want to, she had said. Valeria leaned towards Molly, and put her arms around her, pulling her closer. She hoped she wouldn’t protest. She put her lips to Molly’s, gasping into them. She opened her mouth, her tongue tracing Molly’s lips. She pushed her back on the couch, pressing into her, kissing her passionately. Molly, Molly, Molly. She wanted Molly. Oh, how badly she wanted Molly to want her back. And Molly wasn’t lesbian. That made things difficult. She wasn’t even Bi!
Valeria hugged Molly to her as she kissed her, wondering what was going through her head. Had she gotten too carried away? Was Molly afraid? Valeria gently pulled her lips back, her eyes apologising for her actions. She put her lips near Molly’s ear, and whispered “I’m so sorry, Molly.” She could tell that she should get up now, let Molly go. She didn’t want to. She wanted to keep kissing her. She felt tears in her eyes. Why? Why? “Why did I have to…fall in love with a straight girl?” She said out loud so Molly heard.
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Post by Ookami on Jan 22, 2009 14:13:05 GMT -5
Melanie's kiss was amazing. Molly took a deep breath and tried to calm herself down. "You're not fooling anyone, you are straight, nothing else to it." Her mind voice was growing quite irritated with her. "This is just all new thats why I'm feeling like this, thats got to be it" she told herself. She took another deep breath when Melanie backed off. She felt terrible... she should not have done this. Not only was she going to doubt herself from now on, but she would be wondering how she could ever talk to Melanie the same. Its not that she didn't want to. But she was afraid. Afraid Melanie wouldn't want to be her friend anymore.
Molly nodded absent mindedly at Melanie's apology. "No, I'm sorry" she whispered softly. Her eyes widened. "She's... in love with me..." Molly paniced inwardly. "I don;t know what to say..." she trailed off, not knowing what to say. "I don't know... if I even am straight" she looked up. Her face riddled. "I thought I was, but I don't know, I've never really tried anything before..." she slowly began ranting about her sexuality. "I mean it dosnt bother me in the least... but I just don't know" she mumbled softly. [/color]
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Post by Jellybean on Jan 22, 2009 14:23:01 GMT -5
Valeria whacked herself in the face, softly. ”Damn. I shouldn’t have said that out loud. I’m really sorry about that.” She looked into Molly’s eyes. ”But it’s true.” She whispered. She kissed Molly again, softly. ”Just put your sexuality aside…pretend for a moment, or maybe all night, that you’re bisexual. Enjoy yourself. And don’t worry…” She paused. ”If things don’t go well, I promise to stay your friend if you want to stay mine.” She kissed her neck for a moment before kissing her on the lips again. ”Molly…let’s just enjoy ourselves.” Valeria would be able to enjoy herself, but it would feel strange if Molly wasn’t. It would seem like Molly wasn’t willing if she didn’t do anything with her. So she waited, seeing what Molly thought. This is what you get for falling in love with a straight girl, and then saying out loud.
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Post by Ookami on Jan 22, 2009 22:21:28 GMT -5
For the first time in almost twently minutes a grin spread over Molly's face. she had been given permission to try somthing she never had. Somehow it felt good. Knowing that Melanie didn't care about her insecurities. That made her not even think about it anymore. She had been told to enjoy herself, and that she would. No one would have to know about this. There was nothing to worry about. Even if word did get out it didn't seem to matter any more. She could be open now, not hide anything away. "Alright" she said calmly. I'll always want to be your friend" she smiled. No word of a lie. She may have only just met Melanie but she loved her with all her heart, like any other friend she had. She had a feeling that no matter what things would work out.
Thoughts. So many thoughts. Some good, some bad. Molly sat silently for a moment and pondered. She began to realize there was absolutly nothing to think about. There was life. That was it. You either live it day by day thinking about every little thing, or you live it and enjoy it no matter what is thrown your way. "So for tonight I am bisexual" she paused. "For tonight I'm anything you want me to be" she grinned. "So if we're going to enjoy ourselves... lets!" she shot up. Thinking for a quick moment "Snacks? We need food a movies" she rushed off the the kitchen. She stuffed a bag of popcorn in the microwave and locted a bag of chips. She bolted up the stairs and came back down with movies. "We can eat food, watch movies, talk, even sleep in the living room on air matresses" she beamed. [/color]
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Post by Jellybean on Jan 23, 2009 5:24:56 GMT -5
Valeria grinned at Molly as she ran around the house. Yay! She is enjoying herself. She's back to normal, with one small change. Just for tonight, at least. "Okay, okay, let's start with a movie." Valeria looked at the movies Molly had grabbed. She didn't know what she felt like watching. She narrowed it down to two genres: Horror or Romance, but she would wait and see what Molly wanted to watch before she made a desicion. "What movie do you want to watch, Molly? I don't really mind." She got up from the couch and quickly got the popcorn from the microwave before it burnt. She hoped Molly would look at the movies while she tried to locate a large bowl. She eventually found one in a cupboard, and poured the popcorn into it.
She walked back to Molly, nibbling on the popcorn and grinning. For the second time that night, she thought This is going to be so much fun! "After the movie we can set up the beds, I guess. And then we'll talk!" Now that she had told Molly her one major secret, she wondered if she should tell her her second major secret, which may have been even more major.
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Post by Ookami on Jan 23, 2009 12:48:45 GMT -5
Horror or romance? What a classic choice. Molly stared at the titles, she really didnt feel like sobbing over a romance. A horror on the other hand a horror would set the slumber party mood. Molly loved horror movies, she just always loved being scared out of her mind and knowing it was all pretend. "Alright let's go with horror, get all nice and scared" she grinned darkly. Peering out the back door. She walked over to the screen and pulled it shut and locked it. She pulled the curtains shut. Sonya and Stalker sniffed around the edge of the door and bolted up the steps. Molly followed. "Now what was I getting?" she thought.
While upstairs she searched through her possesions, but couldn't seem to remember what she was looking for. Absent mindedly she pulled her matress off her bed and drug it back downstairs. She set it on the floor infront of the couch. "There a whole floor of comfy sitting position" she remarked happily. She trotted back up the steps and grabbed afew pillows and her blanket. Gently she threw them down the stiars and called for her dogs. She then proceeded to pull the pillow's and blanets down the stairs and onto her campsite. "There, all ready for scary movies" she announced. "But wait!" she ran into the hallway closet and got two flashlights, threw them on the bed and grabbed the movie. She popped it into the VCR and sat down. "We need darkness" she helped with the popcorn and grabbed the chips. She set them on the table and turned off the lights. "Alright now everything is PERFECT!" she grinned. [/color]
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Post by Jellybean on Jan 23, 2009 20:12:39 GMT -5
Valeria blinked into the darkness, and turned on one of the flashlights. Mreeow. "Oops, sorry Cinnamon." She turned of the light. Cinnamon, who was lying at the end of the couch, preffered the dark. She sat down on the matress. She reached for Molly, seeing only a dark outline of her - which could've really been anything. Her hand came in contact with warm skin, and she smiled. That was Molly. She scuttled to the side and sat beside her, snuggling up to her and leaning against the couch. She could see Molly now as the TV screen flashed to life. She watched her eyes before turning to the screen. Valeria wasn't paying much attention to what was happening on the screen. It was either confusing or she just was concentrating on Molly's reactions too much. She screamed a few times at the beggining, and got paranoid enough to glance at the locked door every few minutes. But then, halfway through the movie, she started watching Molly. She didn't realise that she wasn't watching the right thing until she heard some girl on the movie scream loudly. She turned back to the TV. All she felt now was Molly beside her. Her reactions were now the same as Molly's. Scary movies weren't the things on her mind. She wondered what Molly was thinking. Whether Molly was actually watching the movie. Of course she is. She wondered if she imagined those times that she had met Molly's eyes. She probably had. The light from the TV had a confusing effect. She couldn't help but snuggle closer to Molly when she looked scared.
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Post by Ookami on Jan 27, 2009 17:18:42 GMT -5
Molly giggled slightly at the cat's reaction to the flashlight. she quickly focused back on the television. It didn't take long until she was jumping and gasping at things that popped up. Even though she was scared, and not to mention enjoying herself... she couldnt help but wonder about toher things. Her eyes drifted over to Melanie now and again. She emitted a delighted squeal when she snuggled closer to her. She wrapped her arms around her and smiled. "Cuddle buddy" she patted her head and turned back to the screen. she moved in a close as possible and held her tightly.
Once the movie was over she pryed her arms off of Melanie. "That was the most terrifying thins I have ever seen" she said wide-eyed. "The ending was AMAZING" a grin spread across her face. "Well the bed is already set up.. kinda" she brushed bits of popcorn off of it and giggled. "So what do you want to talk about?" She turned herself to face Melanie, excitment in her voice. [/color]
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Post by Jellybean on Feb 7, 2009 19:10:56 GMT -5
Valeria shrugged, and rolled into the middle of the bed. She lay there, her arms splayed out, and made a funny noise, like a whimper. She started giggling. "It WAS scary." She said as she turned and looked at Molly, trying to control her giggles and failing. As soon as she had stopped laughing, she took a deep breath. "I have no idea why I was giggling. I just haven't watched a good horror in ages." "Oh." She looked down at her clothes. "I should get changed." She got up, brushed her clothes free of stray popcorn, and headed up the stairs. I'm sure Molly won't mind if I use her bedroom to get changed. She found her bag by almost tripping over it, but didn't bother to turn on the light of Molly's room. She prefered to get changed in the dark.
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Post by Ookami on Feb 14, 2009 18:59:12 GMT -5
She hadn't really bothered to draw herself out of horror-movie mode long enough to even notice that she was still wearing her clothes. "Oh yes" she giggled. "I almost forgot" she giggled again. She waited for a moment after Melanie had gone upstairs.
"Surely she must be changed by now" she thought, starting to scale the stairs. She skipped lightly down the hallway to her room and proped open the door gently. Her eyes had become so ajusted to the dark that she could see Melanie changing. Her face went red. "Oh my god! I'm so sorry" she wanted to say. But it looked like Melanie hadn't noticed her since the door was only open a crack. She was about to bolt to the bathroom so that she wouldnt be seen, but couldn't look away. She watched her for a moment longer. Her face getting hot. Tonight she was supposed to be bi, but she didnt feel like she was pretending.
Of all her years on the earth she had never thought she'd be stuck in a situation like this. She had been to many sleep overs before and this never happened. She had seen many women without clothing, this had never happened. Melanie was so... hot. her hair was fun, her body was amazing. She didn't want to look, but some how she ended up looking at her butt. She blushed feriously and looked away. She tip toed to the bathroom and closed the door. She sat on the side of the tub and started at the floor. "What was that..." she whispered to herself. She pulled her shirt off and her skirt and pulled on her pj's. She walked out silently and drifted back downstairs. [/color]
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Post by Jellybean on Feb 14, 2009 21:53:11 GMT -5
Valeria finished changing and walked out of Molly's room and back down the stairs. She looked around, wondering where Molly went. "Molly?" She called. She saw her through the darkness, and walked over to her. "There you are. I don't have very good night vision." She smiled at Molly, but Molly looked slightly upset.
"Want to talk about something?" Valeria asked, putting her hands on Molly's shoulders and looking her in the eyes. Did she upset her somehow? She probably didn't, but...if she had, what had she done? "Did I do something wrong?"
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Post by Ookami on Feb 14, 2009 22:14:28 GMT -5
A slight wimper came forth. How could she have done anything wrong? She suddenly felt bad for making Melanie think it was her fault. "No, no" Molly smiled. "You didn't do anything wrong, I just got lost in thought" she giggled. "Sorry about that." She bent down and swept the matress free of popcorn and chips. She gave the blanket a quick shake and set it back down. "There" she smiled in content victory.
"Well there's a lot to talk about, I don't know where to start" she thought deeply again. "Where are you from? Anywhere far far away?" she asked. Her eyes widened. [/color]
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Post by Jellybean on Feb 15, 2009 2:16:04 GMT -5
Molly giggled and smiled, but Valeria was sure that everything was not all right. She didn't press the matter further though. Instead, she sat down, got comfortable and she listened to Molly's questions, and then looked down at her hands.
"Well...I'm not American, as you might be able to tell." She looked shyly up at Molly. "But I'm not sure that I can tell you where I'm from." She wanted to tell Molly everything, but how could she be sure that Molly wouldn't tell anyone? "Molly...promise to keep this a secret." Without waiting for a response, she launched into her story, wanting to tell someone. "My real name is Valeria Martina Phaedra Urquhart. I ran away from home about a month ago. My home is in England. My parents...liked me, but didn't know that I was a lesbian, and they were the complete opposite of open-minded. Mundane. If I told them, I would probably have been ordered to stay home, which is what happened anyway. I could never go out. It was so boring there. I didn't have any friends, let alone girlfriends or boyfriends. If you go look on the news, you'd probably recognise my face in the missing persons thing. I have a fake ID, fake birth certificate, fake a whole bunch of stuff, courtesy of my one and only friend in England, who could also never go out, but only because he was alergic to almost everything. But we couldn't do anything about how I looked, so sooner or later... the police are going to get me." It all came out in a rush, and she struggled to get her breath back. "You can't...tell...anyone. Promise me that you won't tell anyone." Now that she had met Molly, met someone...had a friend, a really good friend, she really didn't want to leave.
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Post by Ookami on Feb 16, 2009 17:41:40 GMT -5
Silence bestowed upon the sexually confused red hed. Had Melanie just said what she think she did. Was she not actually Melanie, but Valeria? Her eye's widened. A few moment's past and Molly was eniterly absorbed into Mel... er Valeria's story. Her hand gripped tightly at the side of the matress as she leaned forward listening. It didn't take long until her weight caught up with her and she toppled over. She looked up in awe at Valeria. "I wont tell a sole" she swore, her eyes still wide. "I promise with every once of my soul" she nodded slowly. "That is the most interesting and heartbreakinjg stories I've ever herd" as if a spell was spoken her nose began to sting and she started sniffling. Quickly she flung her arms arounf Valeria. "Oh Valeria I'm so sorry. I love you so much, I wont ever tell anyone, your secret is safe with me!" she wailed. Deep down inside of her, but raising to the surface she wished all people could be open and understanding like this. Maybe she could publish some kind of story in the paper this month. Make them see the issue's with prejeduce against Gay's and Lesbian's.
She rubbed her eyes clear and let go of Valeria. "Wow... England... I've alway's wanted to go there, what's it like? If you don't mind sharing" she smiled faintly. "Well as you can see I live on my own" she smiled grimly. "My parent's were... okay, but I wanted to strike it on my own. They were somewhat wealthy so the let me borrow some money and sent me to Lamdon High. I got this house, got a job with the local paper and settles in" she was beaming by this point. "Everyday is like an adventure." Then it hit her. "Hey... do you have anywhere to stay?" hiding a refugee sounded to good to pass up. And it would be great to have a room mate, her house was kind of large, and did get lonely. "Becuase... I'd be more than happy if you.. stayed here with me" she moved her hands together and blushed slightly. [/color]
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Post by Jellybean on Feb 18, 2009 3:01:06 GMT -5
Valeria hugged Molly back, and said in answer to her question, "I bought a small house...but...I would love to stay her with you." She pulled back and looked at Molly. "Did you mean it when...when you said that you love me? Or did you just mean...like a friend..."
Valeria looked down again. "When I do stay with you...I...I'm still going to be bisexual...I'm still going to love you." She looked carefully up at Molly. "That might be a problem for you."
When she came over here, Valeria hadn't expected her life to go so strangely. She didn't know she'd meet Molly, she didn't know she'd fall in love, she didn't know she would find such a good person. She didn't know life could get so complicated, that it could be so much fun!
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